Today marks the 5th anniversary of my graduation , and I cant help but ask myself the questions I keep avoiding ; What have I done in the past 5 years ? Is this how I envisioned my life to be ? Am i satisfied ?
I look around me to my lovely colleagues , some married with beautiful children , some on the top of the ladder in their careers , some even both . And again the questions keep bubbling inside my head . What is it that I want ? Where do I want to be ? and most importantly , how the hell do I get there ??
On the verge of graduation , you feel like you're on top of the world , that the sky is your limit, and that you're off to exploit all your dreams and aspirations ... But year after year , you come to the realization that it's not really that easy . The goals that have been hanging infront of your eyesight in vivid color , are changing to a lighter shade of pale with each passing moment , until you no longer have a recollection of where you wanted to be in the 1st place . This is when you hit rock bottom .... You find yourself a prisoner of a time loop , where your days keep repeating themselves like a broken record .
Maybe today was a wake up call which I felt like a cold bucket of water splashed to my face . Nevertheless , it is definetely time to make some changes .
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