Common decency

I met this guy a couple of weeks ago . He showed interest in me and was even on the verge of flirting ,but after a while I totally shot him down . Why ? Because he was a good old straight forward decent guy . He was decent . And that made me back off .

And now Im wondering...Are my standards of myself too low that I think I only deserve the lowest of the low ? Or am I only cut out to deal with jerks and bastards ? Or maybe I think that I dont deserve the good ones because Im too broken and twisted ?

Maybe Im better off if I dont find the answer ...
Siiigh..